"I liked everything about my job--except doing science. So, I started planning
for another career change. Research management was at the top of the list
because it meant I could still work with scientists and stay up-to-date with
research and scientific findings but without working directly in the lab."
--Antonella Di Trapani
Beakers, fumes, reactions, experiments--I always dreamed I'd be a
scientist so I could create something useful to the world. The grim settings of some
labs and the long hours at the bench did not scare me at all--nor are they the
reason I am no longer at the bench. I have remained in science, though, as a science
officer for the European Science Foundation (ESF).
I embarked on a career in chemistry with passion and dedication. While working on my
Laurea degree in chemistry in Italy, I won an Erasmus fellowship
and went to the United Kingdom for a wonderful 6-month research experience working
in the old labs (at that time there were still wooden benches) of University College
London. I did some teaching after completing my degree, but it didn't
satisfy me because I wanted to do research. I looked for a studentship (a
scholarship that requires participation in a research program) to fund a Ph.D., and
once again I ended up in another country: I took a 3-year fellowship at Trinity College,
Dublin.

Courtesy, Antonella Di Trapani
Three years passed as I worked at the bench, doing reactions, repeating measurements.
There were many ups and downs, but mostly the words of others buzzed in my head:
"Did you do that experiment yet?" "This cannot be the right result!" "Do it again."
"Can you give me a few slides for my presentation?" So, when it came time to ask,
"What do I do next?" I knew I did not want to stay in academia. I did not like
teaching and I did not like the dearth of money if you weren't in the "right" group.
There were few good mentors, and Ph.D. students' research, I found, was treated as a
way for supervisors to publish and go to conferences around the world. I also found
that there was no teamwork and a lot of secrecy about the work everybody was doing,
not the knowledge sharing and learning from others that I expected to find in
research.
As a result, I started applying for postdocs in industry. I thought I had all the
qualities industry looks for: I'm well-motivated, ready to learn new skills, and a
good team player. I was selected for two Marie Curie Industry-Host Fellowships,
which meant I had to change countries again. I packed all my belongings (again) and
moved to the United Kingdom (again) to do research for 2 years at the Johnson
Matthey Technology Centre in Reading. I had access to the best
facilities and was surrounded by people with the best expertise. I had long- and
short-term projects with clearly defined deadlines. I was paid better than I would
have been had I stayed in academia. I was exposed to the business side of the
company, and I had a permanent contract at the end of the 2-year fellowship. I had
no regrets about leaving academia.
I worked as a research scientist, but I was learning new skills and was given new
responsibilities. I started managing the center's European Commission and U.K.
Department of Trade and Industry projects. Because of my previous experiences as a
Marie
Curie Fellow in the Marie Curie Fellows Association, I was
asked to serve as Johnson Matthey's Marie Curie Early Stage Training Fellowships
coordinator. I soon realized that I liked project management; the international,
multidisciplinary environment; science-policy work; event organization; travel;
networking; learning new languages; and dealing with people of different cultures.
In short, I liked everything about my job--except doing science. I did not like
working at the bench, which is how I still spent most of my days, so I started
planning for another career change that would allow me to still breathe science
without actually breathing chemical fumes. Research management was at the top of my
list because it meant I could still work with scientists and stay up-to-date with
research and scientific findings but without working directly in the lab. Moreover,
I liked the idea of fostering new collaborations and the exchange of knowledge among
scientists in an international setting.
Once I decided to step into the world of science policy and management, I sent out
hundreds of curricula vitae. A career change, I found, is not easy, and it took
quite a while to land a new position.
Thanks to the skills I gained through my previous careers--and a bit of luck--I took
a post at ESF, based in Strasbourg, France, where I have been working for 2 years as
a science officer for the EUROCORES
Program. EUROCORES are collaborative research programs that enable
researchers from different countries to work and collaborate on joint projects while
being funded by their own national agencies. I manage EUROCORES programs in
chemistry, physics, materials, engineering, and nanoscience.
At ESF, my daily routine is quite varied. It includes organizing peer reviews and
review panels, chairing scientific and management committees, giving presentations
at conferences, overseeing reporting and making sure deadlines are respected,
writing press releases and brochures, interviewing scientists, maintaining a Web
page, and liaising with different national agencies and European organizations.
I like dealing with scientists on a daily basis in a multidisciplinary and
multicultural environment. Working for an international organization has given me
more visibility and more opportunities for networking. I also improved my French and
learned l’art de vivre!
Of course there are downsides. It is not a classic nine-to-five job. Multitasking and
frequent travel around Europe can be stressful and difficult to manage. At the
moment, I do not have the right work-life balance. Moreover, it is a temporary
position: All ESF scientific personnel have a maximum contract of 5 years. But I
consider this an opportunity to grow further. I enjoy what I am doing, the work is
challenging and stimulating, and I am always learning new things.
Changing countries and careers seems like a constant in my life; I do not know where
I will go or what I will do next. But I do know that it is important to be
open-minded, to not be afraid to move to a new country and learn a new language, to
look for new challenges that use your skills, and to grab opportunities when they
come. Doing these things has given my career a boost and will, I trust, continue to
do so in the future.
Antonella Di Trapani is a science officer with the European
Science Foundation. |
10.1126/science.caredit.a0800140 |